Follow your passion when language learning is your passion. It needs discipline and hardwork.
You should never be bored never shy when asked to speak or while showing your skills. In fact take it as an opportunity. Try reading newspapers magazines , usually old ones because they are cheap. Reading writing listening speaking are the main facets of a language. We must be versatile and good in all four.
An imbalance could exist. I mean when you read well may be you cannot write that too well. The journey is also to strike a balance.
Remember the four facets and work on them. Try to be versatile.